aahhhhh~
why did i have to fulfill my arrogance, ignorance, wth, wtf, hysteric, mysteric, bad curiosity???
now, the tears won't stop falling..
'If you’re happy to be away from my side,
Then I will try to hold in my tears for you'
can this explain everything? hha.
crying but laughing.. i'm gtting insane too.
'Knowing in hindsight I would be regretting this,
but I still forced myself, pretending to be cool'
why am i doing this to myself?
i shouldn't have done it.
aaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh~
i'm not regretting, i will never regret, but..
huh.
[UPDATE]
hhe. it's falling again. heh.
can't it stop?
Saturday, February 12, 2011
Thursday, February 10, 2011
cny story.
So, its hppy chnese new year. Hppy chnese nw year!! [cue frewrks. !!Boom bam pow!! (boom boom pow??)] Or sum clld hppy lunar nw year. Whtevr u clld it, it stll is th sme thg. So, ther.
Whoa! A fire crcker jst went off! Hhe. Fr oldies, its a trdition n sumwht annoynce. Fr yngstrs, its exctg, cool n fun to hear th old scard out of their skin. Im prtty sure they teach us to nt swear loud in pblic.. Lol. Bt thy r th agpw gvers. So, lts nt gt into their nrve. Hhe.
I hope fr loads of agpw ths year cuz lst yr th spm curse caught up wth me. Bsdes, its my source of incme. Hhe. Hey, I dnt work like most of my frens. I gt to meet a lot of ppl i nvr knew exstd too. Whoo.. Gtta admit, its knda awkward.. Bt i hope to b closr to thm n leave a gud imprssn bfor headg bck home. Lving in th cty shud mke sum1 an exprencd prson bt th bond wth fmily will sumwht gt loose(?) i hope to fix tht! [n gt byk2 agpw. Hha!]
[Picture Update]
well, the above entry is when i was at the scene of the incident.. hhe.
it cost me 2bux from the fon. chet!
nway, i dnt wnna write much, so, here are pictures!
dun ask me abt those 3buks.. i gt bord. im not j.biebr fan nor a twilight fan. im not a hater eithr.
so, tht's the pics! thers alot mor bt i didnt upload it cuz of privacy prposes.
oh! anthr imprtnt thng for cny..
sooo byk.
ok, till next time!
Whoa! A fire crcker jst went off! Hhe. Fr oldies, its a trdition n sumwht annoynce. Fr yngstrs, its exctg, cool n fun to hear th old scard out of their skin. Im prtty sure they teach us to nt swear loud in pblic.. Lol. Bt thy r th agpw gvers. So, lts nt gt into their nrve. Hhe.
I hope fr loads of agpw ths year cuz lst yr th spm curse caught up wth me. Bsdes, its my source of incme. Hhe. Hey, I dnt work like most of my frens. I gt to meet a lot of ppl i nvr knew exstd too. Whoo.. Gtta admit, its knda awkward.. Bt i hope to b closr to thm n leave a gud imprssn bfor headg bck home. Lving in th cty shud mke sum1 an exprencd prson bt th bond wth fmily will sumwht gt loose(?) i hope to fix tht! [n gt byk2 agpw. Hha!]
[Picture Update]
well, the above entry is when i was at the scene of the incident.. hhe.
it cost me 2bux from the fon. chet!
nway, i dnt wnna write much, so, here are pictures!
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| it's my aunt birthday on th 2nd day i arrive ther. happy bday! |
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| if u see it first glance, its nothng. have u see it throughly? thers sumthng ther.. hhe. |
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| th cke fr tht day. i pickd it! <3 i hope evrybdy likes it.. |
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| sum of the fud we HAVE to ate. hhe |
dun ask me abt those 3buks.. i gt bord. im not j.biebr fan nor a twilight fan. im not a hater eithr.
the most sad part of cny. we arrive late at our aunt's house. so, we missed th lion dance n he only left us with this...
craps.
n my nephew's performing too. i missd tht as well.
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| amalan wajib cny |
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| bsela.. da gathering2 tu. men sorg2, is gile. |
so, tht's the pics! thers alot mor bt i didnt upload it cuz of privacy prposes.
oh! anthr imprtnt thng for cny..
ok, till next time!
Monday, February 7, 2011
questionnaire pt. 1; 100/100
hey, my blog is public again. yaay!
well, alot been hppening, n im on vcation too, so, idk bt i dcided it to privte fr a while. hhe
sry. bbyk sryyy!
so, i went bck to my hometown fr cny n i wnted to write loads abt the special day bt now i'm kinda feverish and sick.
but, i've been browsing my friends' blog n i found sum questionaire.
To nanue, hope you don't mind i use this.
ps; i'll write abt my cny vcation lter whn i'm bttr. :)
pls enjoy th questionnaire.
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1. Real name: i won't expose it on the net, thnk u. heh
2. Nickname(s): wanf, aple, wan
3. Zodiac Sign: virgo bebeh!
4. Male or female: f...
5. Elementary School: i frgot th nme... first i went to a british one (england) n thn to a chinese one (malaysia).
6. High School: smk putrajaya presint 11(1)!! <3
7. College: WTH man..
8. Hair color: naturally black
9. Tall or short: or?
11. Sweats or Jeans: jeans
12. Phone or Camera: camera phone!
13. Health freak: kinda.. i wud still eat chips of floor but press th elvator bttons with my elbow. heh.
14. Orange or Apple: apple.
15. Do you have a crush on someone? : hmm... evn if i do, th possibility of it to work is 0000000000.0001%
16. Eat or Drink: both! i need to live!
17. Piercings: used to b four, nw three. prbbly counting? hha.
18. Pepsi or Coke: vanilla coke!
HAVE YOU EVER?
19. Been in an airplane: duh!
20. Been in a relationship: another duh!
21. Been in a car accident: well, here, no duh.
22. Been in prison: why should i? i have a heart of gold. hha!
FIRSTS?
23. First piercing: at innocent 7 yrs old
24. First best friend: zureen zombie! hhe.
25. First award: in kindegarten. i frgot n it's gone too. it's abt acting... altho i ws jst a fairy wth no lines.
26. First crush: a boy?
27. First word: yo. lol, idk.
LAST?
29. Last person you talked to in person: me sister
30. Last person you texted: miraa!
31. Last person you watched a movie with: ftin
32. Last food you ate: kfc.
33. Last movie you watched : curious case of bnjamin button [rerun] i loved it!!!!!
34. Last song you listened to: not alone by park jungmin of ss501, until i fell asleep.
35. Last thing you bought: a t-shirt
36. Last person you hugged: my grandmaaa! <3 i love my grandma! {bigkut?!}
FAVOURITES?
37. Food: fr now, it's sushi. but i like all food. cuz thy'r meant to be eaten. duh. n bbq-ed lamb. oh n chicken!!! <3
38. Drink: plain water, green tea n minute maid's orange pulp juice.
39. Bottoms: skinny jeans, shorts
40. Flower: sunflower, sakura
41. Animal: snake / owl, altho i don't hve both..
42. Colours: white, red, green
43. Movies: alot bt th first tht came true my mind; toy story 3.
44. Subjects: music n english
HAVE YOU EVER:
(Put an X in the brackets if yes)
45. [x] fell in love with someone
46. [x] celebrated Halloween
47. [x] had your heart broken.
48. [x] went over the minutes/texts on your cell phone.
49. [x] had someone question my sexual orientation.
51. [ ] got pregnant.
52. [ ] had an abortion.
53. [ ] did something I regret.
54. [ ] broke a promise.
55. [x] hide a secret.
56. [x] pretended to be happy.
57. [x] met someone who changed your life.
58. [x] pretended to be sick
59. [x] left the country.
60. [x] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it.
61. [x]cried over the silliest thing.
62. [x] ran a mile.
63. [x] went to the beach with your best friend.
65. [x]hated someone.
66. [x]stayed single for a whole year
RIGHT NOW:
67. Eating: sushi!
68. Drinking: plain water
69. Listening: mission by jyj. i supa love (teen top(?)) this song!
70. Sitting/Laying: sit
71. Plans for today: none, just sleep. i can't sleep last night. but i can't.
72. Waiting: dinner.. n the healing process.
YOUR FUTURE:
73. Want kids?: i always wanted twin boys!
74. Want to get married?: it's a girl's dream, duh! so, yes!! bt not now or in the nearest time.
75. Career: penganggur berjaya.
76. Lips or eyes: i don't get it.. prbbly eyes? i always wanna do laser..
77. Shorter or taller: i hope im still growing!
78. Romantic or spontaneous: or? spontaneously romantic? hha. romantic is in the eye of the beholder.
81. Hook-up or relationship : relationship!! wth wud i be wanna hook?!
82. Looks or personality: both are important.. bt i'll tke anything cute!
HAVE YOU EVER:
83. Lost glasses/contacts: yes. glasses.
86. Killed somebody: somebody, no. something, yes.
87. Broken someone's heart: idk, they nvr tell.
88. Been in love: DUH!
89. Cried when someone died: i'm not an alien, man.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
90. Yourself: trying to but yes.
91. Miracles: yeppuh
92. Love at first sight: not sure but more of a yes?
93. Heaven: duh!
94. Santa Claus: in my imagination, i do.
95. Sex on the first date: if u'r a hooker on a 1night stand.
96. Kiss on the first date: blegh!
TRUTHFULLY:
97. Is there one person you want to be with right now: yeay~
98. Do you know who your real friends are: yippeee!
99. Do you believe in God: i do!
100. Post as 100 truths?: no
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so, ther!
if i say anything offensive or u think i'm lying (why..) , please tell.
maaaaaaan, im so sick!!!
tatttaaaaa~
well, alot been hppening, n im on vcation too, so, idk bt i dcided it to privte fr a while. hhe
sry. bbyk sryyy!
so, i went bck to my hometown fr cny n i wnted to write loads abt the special day bt now i'm kinda feverish and sick.
but, i've been browsing my friends' blog n i found sum questionaire.
To nanue, hope you don't mind i use this.
ps; i'll write abt my cny vcation lter whn i'm bttr. :)
pls enjoy th questionnaire.
----------------------------------------
1. Real name: i won't expose it on the net, thnk u. heh
2. Nickname(s): wanf, aple, wan
3. Zodiac Sign: virgo bebeh!
4. Male or female: f...
5. Elementary School: i frgot th nme... first i went to a british one (england) n thn to a chinese one (malaysia).
6. High School: smk putrajaya presint 11(1)!! <3
7. College: WTH man..
8. Hair color: naturally black
9. Tall or short: or?
11. Sweats or Jeans: jeans
12. Phone or Camera: camera phone!
13. Health freak: kinda.. i wud still eat chips of floor but press th elvator bttons with my elbow. heh.
14. Orange or Apple: apple.
15. Do you have a crush on someone? : hmm... evn if i do, th possibility of it to work is 0000000000.0001%
16. Eat or Drink: both! i need to live!
17. Piercings: used to b four, nw three. prbbly counting? hha.
18. Pepsi or Coke: vanilla coke!
HAVE YOU EVER?
19. Been in an airplane: duh!
20. Been in a relationship: another duh!
21. Been in a car accident: well, here, no duh.
22. Been in prison: why should i? i have a heart of gold. hha!
FIRSTS?
23. First piercing: at innocent 7 yrs old
24. First best friend: zureen zombie! hhe.
25. First award: in kindegarten. i frgot n it's gone too. it's abt acting... altho i ws jst a fairy wth no lines.
26. First crush: a boy?
27. First word: yo. lol, idk.
LAST?
29. Last person you talked to in person: me sister
30. Last person you texted: miraa!
31. Last person you watched a movie with: ftin
32. Last food you ate: kfc.
33. Last movie you watched : curious case of bnjamin button [rerun] i loved it!!!!!
34. Last song you listened to: not alone by park jungmin of ss501, until i fell asleep.
35. Last thing you bought: a t-shirt
36. Last person you hugged: my grandmaaa! <3 i love my grandma! {bigkut?!}
FAVOURITES?
37. Food: fr now, it's sushi. but i like all food. cuz thy'r meant to be eaten. duh. n bbq-ed lamb. oh n chicken!!! <3
38. Drink: plain water, green tea n minute maid's orange pulp juice.
39. Bottoms: skinny jeans, shorts
40. Flower: sunflower, sakura
41. Animal: snake / owl, altho i don't hve both..
42. Colours: white, red, green
43. Movies: alot bt th first tht came true my mind; toy story 3.
44. Subjects: music n english
HAVE YOU EVER:
(Put an X in the brackets if yes)
45. [x] fell in love with someone
46. [x] celebrated Halloween
47. [x] had your heart broken.
48. [x] went over the minutes/texts on your cell phone.
49. [x] had someone question my sexual orientation.
51. [ ] got pregnant.
52. [ ] had an abortion.
53. [ ] did something I regret.
54. [ ] broke a promise.
55. [x] hide a secret.
56. [x] pretended to be happy.
57. [x] met someone who changed your life.
58. [x] pretended to be sick
59. [x] left the country.
60. [x] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it.
61. [x]cried over the silliest thing.
62. [x] ran a mile.
63. [x] went to the beach with your best friend.
65. [x]hated someone.
66. [x]stayed single for a whole year
RIGHT NOW:
67. Eating: sushi!
68. Drinking: plain water
69. Listening: mission by jyj. i supa love (teen top(?)) this song!
70. Sitting/Laying: sit
71. Plans for today: none, just sleep. i can't sleep last night. but i can't.
72. Waiting: dinner.. n the healing process.
YOUR FUTURE:
73. Want kids?: i always wanted twin boys!
74. Want to get married?: it's a girl's dream, duh! so, yes!! bt not now or in the nearest time.
75. Career: penganggur berjaya.
76. Lips or eyes: i don't get it.. prbbly eyes? i always wanna do laser..
77. Shorter or taller: i hope im still growing!
78. Romantic or spontaneous: or? spontaneously romantic? hha. romantic is in the eye of the beholder.
81. Hook-up or relationship : relationship!! wth wud i be wanna hook?!
82. Looks or personality: both are important.. bt i'll tke anything cute!
HAVE YOU EVER:
83. Lost glasses/contacts: yes. glasses.
86. Killed somebody: somebody, no. something, yes.
87. Broken someone's heart: idk, they nvr tell.
88. Been in love: DUH!
89. Cried when someone died: i'm not an alien, man.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
90. Yourself: trying to but yes.
91. Miracles: yeppuh
92. Love at first sight: not sure but more of a yes?
93. Heaven: duh!
94. Santa Claus: in my imagination, i do.
95. Sex on the first date: if u'r a hooker on a 1night stand.
96. Kiss on the first date: blegh!
TRUTHFULLY:
97. Is there one person you want to be with right now: yeay~
98. Do you know who your real friends are: yippeee!
99. Do you believe in God: i do!
100. Post as 100 truths?: no
----------------------
so, ther!
if i say anything offensive or u think i'm lying (why..) , please tell.
maaaaaaan, im so sick!!!
tatttaaaaa~
Thursday, February 3, 2011
Happy CNY!!
3rd February 2011.
It's th mrning of CNY n this made it more memorable!
I guess they'r sying Happy Lunar New Year too!
[VIDEO UPDATE]
As of now, at 4.41pm (according to my Mac) the views; 1,786,696
BigBang YouTube; http://www.youtube.com/user/BIGBANG
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| GD&TOP to VIPs! |
I guess they'r sying Happy Lunar New Year too!
[VIDEO UPDATE]
As of now, at 4.41pm (according to my Mac) the views; 1,786,696
BigBang YouTube; http://www.youtube.com/user/BIGBANG
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